I will spare you the details of my day. Let's just say it wasn't a pleasant one. Sometimes I wonder, what is the point of it all (life)? I always come back to the same conclusion- there is no point. We are all slowly dying, and when we do, no one will remember us in the long term. Everyone should just kill themselves. Or drink a lot. Or become vampires that live forever and drink blood and have hot sex.
Sometimes I wish I was a smoker. I have an oral fixation which makes me want to eat a lot....probably explains why I'm such a fat fuck. Anyway, when I see people smoke- I think "that must feel good." To have something to hold in your hand and keep you occupied and constantly have something at your lips. But then I remember how bad smokers smell, how yellow their teeth are, and how most of them are just trying to look mature and cool like the little douches that they are. It kind of ruins it for me. Plus the whole lung cancer thing. But who cares right? We should all just kill ourselves anyway remember?
Meh, I'll just stick to Prozac, Xanax and alcohol for my occasional chemical stimuli.
Happy Thursday

Smoking is bad! But since we are all going to die eventually, it does make you think why a lot of people just smoke and don't care about lung cancer.
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